The difficult Goodbyes

The last few days have been some of the hardest in my life.

Thursday night we had a fantastic party and we're so happy that we had such a good turn out. It means so much to us. So thanks if you manage to get there, even if for a just a short time.
It was so hard leaving the venue for me, as i knew i wouldn't be seeing all of those people for at least a year and many of them i would never have the same relationship with again.

James and me have both been spending individual time with our families.
I travelled south to mum and dad's spent a night there, then travelled in convoy to sunny hunny to spend the remainding 2 days with Fay, parents, grandparents and a aunt and uncle. The constant feel of dread of the inpending farewells really hung over me. Although i had a great couple of days i was constantly on the brink of tears.

I have my final farewell tomorrow which i'm dreading. Then it's all go.

This move is definately not for the faint hearted.

Jody